Although we miss our angels, thank God all they will know is peace and love forevermore. Love to you Milo and Marla, Rosemary
Happy Holiday's / Marvin Hardin (Son's ANGEL Friend ) Hello Milo
Been awhile since i visited,so i wanted to stop in and say HAPPY HOLIDAYS, and that YOU are LOVED More each day.
Marvin Sr.Pop of Marvin Jr.(MARVO)
for milo for xmas / Chris (brad evans mom ) i saw that milo wanted his own dog, and thought this one would make his heart happy. merry xmas milo. love to your family................
MY CHILD / M.K. Williamson (Milo's friend and Mother . . . )
On the day God took you I thought I would die I wondered where the time went? I asked a lot of whys? With people all around me I felt alone inside From all their words of comfort, I couldn't seem to hide. I thought I might be dreaming That I'd wake and find you here, I thought "This can't be happening," As I wiped another tear. On the day that you were laid to rest My heart broke yet again, I wondered if the pain would end But mostly, I wondered when?? It's hard to be without you At times the days seem long, Sometimes I just sit crying, When there's nothing really wrong. I wish we'd had more time, Before your life was done. I hope you're resting peacefully, My precious one, My Son.
Sitting here under the stars, wrapped in your blanket, I search for signs of you. A shooting star, a breeze in the stillness, a light drifting toward me.
As tears blind me, I turn off the pain by going elsewhere, somewhere before now. When I return there is a fleeting moment when I look down the street in the direction you last walked, and instead of agony I feel anticipation as I wonder what time you'll return and what you'll want to eat. ....................................
"HOPE"
I know, as surely as I know how to breathe, that you are with me always. You are closer to me now than ever before and the only difference is that instead of opening my eyes to see you, now I must open my heart. ..................................
CERTAINTY
LAST NIGHT,
IN THE GLOW OF FRESHLY FALLEN RAIN, I FELT PEACE FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MONTHS . . .
. . . A SENSE OF PEACE.
A FEELING OF WONDER OVERCAME ME AND I LOOKED AROUND TO SEE IF YOU WERE THERE.
LATER, I THOUGHT TO MYSELF- "WHY DID I NEED TO LOOK?"
WHEN THE SUN SITS DOWN ON THE MOUTAINS AND THE CLOUDS TURN PURPLE AND PINK AND THE GOLDEN RAYS SEND FINGERS OUT TO TOUCH ME, I STOP BREATHING AND INHALE WITH MY HEART BECAUSE I KNOW THAT ALONG THOSE GLITTERING STRANDS OF LIGHT
LIES MY CONNECTION TO YOU . . .
poetry by Sandy Goodman
One Year Anniversary......... Today, September 28th, 2005 / Mom Williamson (mother) Hi Milo, Today marks the one year anniversary of your passing over. And it seems like only yesterday. So many people are annoyed with me because I am still grieving your loss. But none of those people have lost a child of their own, and I wouldn't want them to walk in my shoes.
I pray for your happiness and peace of mind, Milo. You deserved that soooo much. I miss my pampering from you; taking care of my rough feet, fixing lunches, taking walks, and helping me to exercise. I miss your physical prescence, your big hugs, and kisses, and your unconditional love. But it's God's will that we will be reunited again when my life is finished on this earth. Give my love to everyone........
Love, eternally, mom
PS: Your name will be engraved in a huge granite monument in front of Chapparral High School sometime in January or February of 2006. It's a Happy Birthday surprise for all of us who want to remember you. You will never be forgotten . . .
LOVE NEVER DIES . . . / Mom Williamson (mother)
"LOVE NEVER DIES THERE IS NO END TO ANYTHING. NO SEPARATION, NO DIVISION.
WE HAVE CONFUSED ILLUSION WITH REALITY.
INSTEAD, SEE THIS. AN UNBROKEN CIRCLE OF LIGHT, EXPANDING, INTENSIFYING, UNTIL THE ILLUSION OF SEPARATION CEASES. . . TO. . . EXIST.
-sandy goodman
THANKS FROM MILO"S MOM AND DAD......... / Jeff Barndollar (cousin) Dearest Jeff, September 19th, 2005
I have never met you but want you to know how gracious and selfless it was of you to help pay for Milo's memorial costs. You will always have a soft spot in my heart and your Uncle Jeff's heart for your ultimate gift. God Bless You & I hope to meet you someday. Jeff says you remind him of "OUR" Milo, in some way.
Love always, Aunt Marla
If we could only know everything / Katie Tolliver (Passer By )
If we could only know everything, what a difference life would be. I know still to say "I am sorry" does little or nothing to help ease your pain in that I may only offer condolences to your family. I, too, have lost my brother, ironically at the age of 29, as well. He called me the night before crossed over and told me he loved me, and he was sorry for something that was really no big deal at all, but never did I expect the call that came the next morning at 10am. We/I do not know the cause of my brothers passing, for I choose not to see the autopsy report. My brother's body is gone from this earth and reading it is not going to bring him back. I do know my brother is with me everyday, just as I am sure Milo is with you, for they loved us to much to ever leave us all alone. I know that they walk one step behind us, pushing us on each day, till the time comes that we can share the next journey with them. Try to be strong, let your memories me smiles instead of tears, be good to yourself and love one another.
"He shall not grow old, as we that are left grow old: Age shall not weary him nor the years condemn. At the going down of the sun, and in the morning, We will remember him."
"Sometimes......./ Mom Williamson (Mother) "Sometimes our light goes out but is blown into a flame by an encounter with another human being.
Each of us owes the deepest thanks to those who have rekindled this inner light."
Wondering what others might think And then I realize That only I can hear the screams, They are a part of me, Like the blood rusing through my veins And the breath leaving my lungs."
sandy goodman
Fantasy/ Mom Williamson (Mother)
" Maybe if I concentrate hard enough I can go back in time And on the "night" you left I can walk down the street with you And when we get to the turn that leads to the other side I can stop you before you go too far...... "
September 6th, 2005
Sandy Goodman
One of our dearest friends was planning to sing this song, but couldn't make the trip. / Marty HULSHOF (A Life-long friend....... )
FARTHERALONG
Tempted and tested oft makes us wonder Why it should be, thus all the day long - While there are others living about us, Never molested tho' in the wrong.
When death has come and taken a loved one It leaves our home so lonely and drear Then do we wonder why others prosper living so wicked year after year.
Further along we'll know all about it. Further along we'll understand why, Cheer up, my brother, live in the sunshine We'll all know about it by and by.
Faithful till death said our loving Master A few more days to labor and wait The toils of the road will then be as nothing As we sweep through those Beautiful Gates.
Farther along we'll know all about it, Farther along we'll understand why. Cheer up my brothers, live in the Sunshine, We'll all know about it by and by.
Farewell Milo Your way is prepared before you. You are in our Hearts Forever.
Oct.1st, 2004
Your Angels. . . / MaryLou Evans (Aunt)
Dearest Milo, Your Angels contacted me to tell me what a delight you are and how much they are enjoying you. It seems when you popped into Heaven you were treading air, effortlessly, they added, and you didn't even know you were doing it. They were astounded , for this is a learned skill. You tumbled into a cloud now and then, but came through the cloud still grinning and still chatting.
All the Angels have gathered to participate in the play and enjoyment of your movements and chatting. As the Angels spoke I could hear the background laughter, chittering back and forth, frolicking, and graceful, warm, soft, fluttering of wings. The Angels said your tadpole wings are growing and getting stronger by the moment. They assured me that wing growth is not painful, but enriching. They said, and I quote,"Milo is a delight and a treasure!" .......(as if we didn't already know that.....I hate saying this too loud. After all I am speaking to angels.......)
I was so busy listening to their excited tales of adventuring with you that I neglected to tell them how much I love you.
The gift of "you" in my life is profound. Your greatest gift to me was pure love. I knew you loved me from the tips of your toesies to the ends of the hair on your head. I could always make you laugh - who wouldn't love that? I felt like "The Queen of Sheeba." I basked in your love for me and I think/hope, you knew I loved you as much, Your pure love for your family is boundless. If I made a statement you didn't you didn't agree with, we would always laugh about it and you would say,"Aunt MaryLou, this is how I see/feel .................." You never offered your feelings with an eagerness to pounce, reproachment towards mine, nor tried to convince me that I should change my feelings. Your thoughts/words/feelings were straight from your consciousness expressed with love.
Did I say you are a gift? You're the best gift ever. You gave me insight into your thoughts/feelings, and and they gave me insight into myself. What a truly wonderful thing.
With Love Forever, Aunt Mary Lou
I saw the site for Milo, . . . / Don Hunter (Uncle) And lit a candle for him. I was so happy to see the site on the net and it is awesome. It is a tribute to Milo and to his life and spirit. Thanks for the work and effort to make this site. Love, Don
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I'm So So Sorry! / Patty Lovell (sister of Milo )
Milo,
I am so so sorry for missing your ANGEL DATE! I have no excuse, but I know you have been watching out for me. I have had so much DRAMA going on in my home that I am just about NON-FUNCTIONAL! I love you and Dad with every part of my being and I would not have let that slip my mind any other time! PLEASE< PLEASE FORGIVE ME! I am also so sorry if I have hurtMOM in any way by this, it surly was not intentional! I guess I have to ask this question now, because it is really weighing heavy on my heart!
AM I STILL A SISTER
Am I still a sister,now that you are gone?
And that part of me can never be replaced.
Am I still a sister, to that which death has stolen?
And I cry for the part of us never more to be.
Am I still a sister, though time has torn us apart?
And life forever changed, different, and displaced.
Am I still a sister, the things we share no more?
And how I miss the times we could have had, oh so smilngly.
We love you Marla! / Laurri Lowe
Marla, how our hearts ache for you. Know that we love you and are holding you in our thoughts and prayers. Hold on to your sweet memories and remember, God has a plan for you. Dave and I are part of it! We love you! Dave and Laurri Close